This will be the first game in so many years i purposely choose not to watch. VAR killed this season dead for me in the first half of the last game. I hopefully might get back into it next season/year as deep down football as a sport is great, its brilliant and will leave a big hole to fill but football in 2020 fucking sucks, the rules suck, the money sucks, the players suck but mostly the fans and media suck, ironically being that there aren't any fans at the games now anyway.
But one thing i do know is that I'm done with this forum, i don't know quite how it took me so long to realise i was getting nothing out of posting here or reading another shitty negative post about the chairman or manager or brexit or fuck knows what else. I logged out for a week or so which i hadn't done for who knows how long and im better for it. I'm not getting angry at some irrelevant opinion i never needed to know about in the first place and im not being a sarcastic prick to strangers to make myself feel better about the shitty thing i just read. I don't like how it all makes me behave and there's no positive in wading through the bile and negativity while i distract myself from actual work im supposed to be doing in the hope of see something informative or interesting. It's just not for me any more.
This wasn't meant to be a big huffy 'im leaving, im a special boy' type post, more that i think we all need to get some perspective and work out what we are actually getting from the things we do. Though mainly i couldn't work out how to delete my account so i didn't want people to think in 2 years when someone vaguely remembers i was here that my house fell down or i left to start a career on Chaturbate and start looking for me.
This will be the first game in so many years i purposely choose not to watch. VAR killed this season dead for me in the first half of the last game. I hopefully might get back into it next season/year as deep down football as a sport is great, its brilliant and will leave a big hole to fill but football in 2020 fucking sucks, the rules suck, the money sucks, the players suck but mostly the fans and media suck, ironically being that there aren't any fans at the games now anyway.
But one thing i do know is that I'm done with this forum, i don't know quite how it took me so long to realise i was getting nothing out of posting here or reading another shitty negative post about the chairman or manager or brexit or fuck knows what else. I logged out for a week or so which i hadn't done for who knows how long and im better for it. I'm not getting angry at some irrelevant opinion i never needed to know about in the first place and im not being a sarcastic prick to strangers to make myself feel better about the shitty thing i just read. I don't like how it all makes me behave and there's no positive in wading through the bile and negativity while i distract myself from actual work im supposed to be doing in the hope of see something informative or interesting. It's just not for me any more.
This wasn't meant to be a big huffy 'im leaving, im a special boy' type post, more that i think we all need to get some perspective and work out what we are actually getting from the things we do. Though mainly i couldn't work out how to delete my account so i didn't want people to think in 2 years when someone vaguely remembers i was here that my house fell down or i left to start a career on Chaturbate and start looking for me.
Don't be downhearted tonight, chaps and chapesses, by my calculations you are set to win the next 37 straight league games.Cancelled my NOW TV and BT Sports subscriptions today, and also cancelled my DD for automatic One Hostpur membership renewal. I'm out. Y'all can buy me a beer when we inevitably go on to win the league next season immediately after I've given up on football. You're welcome.